Between the Sheets- Revealed ;)

Life cannot be fair to us all the time. There will be phases when no matter how hard you try to make your own song, you will have to dance to the tunes of life. There will be times when you would want to mold things according to you, but will have a pre-sculpted sculpture before you.

There can be times when your heart will lay helpless, stuffed with things and it will not let your eyes cry. For the world you may be a happy person. But deep inside, a sad soul. In the urge to make everyone happy you may have camouflaged your face with what others want to see- "a social smile".

Someone talked her heart to me and gave me the freedom to present it in my words. I named it "stormed state of me".

"yes yes, I have got this feeling before,

the feeling that a storm is on its way.

On its way to finish everything !

Calm at the beginning, shaking the base

and transforming into a monster.
Like it would end things up.

When I recall the good times, I smile sheepishly.

The excitement I feel when he calls up!
His voice.. music to my ears.
That tingling sensation in my stomach..
All this sounds so mesmerizing !

But there are times when I feel alone, weird.
I don't know how to describe it. (and she spoke some lines)

These lonely nights are now friends with me

Every time it rings, I think of thee

Out from the window I see the dark sky

And hope to see a falling star pass by

Seeing that I will make a desperate wish

It will be to deliver you my sweet lil kiss

I long to see you in front of my eyes

I know you will figure out all my lies

I smile a sweet smile, which tells a sweeter lie

It is something one feels on hearing the word BYE

So all said and done, destiny had something planned for me.

As i had said, the storm was on its way.

He called up, just to say goodbye forever".

P.S., many of my posts are on LIFE, it might be little monotonous but every post has a different story. Take out your KALEIDOSCOPE and form your pattern ;) .

Namesake

Have you ever felt like pressing the pause button of your life ? Have you ever felt the need of slowing it down ?

It happens to all of us, at one point or the other. The pace of life seems so fast that you get tired coping with it.

Have you ever found yourself sobbing for no reason ?

We all must have experienced this atleast once. I myself feel very relaxed after I am done with it :P

Have you ever felt like shouting out loud to the silence so that it listens to you.. your state of mind ?

I have shouted and felt the silence hear me.

Have you ever liked the nights more than the days ?

I have and i have seen concern in night's eyes.

Why I named this blog kaleidoscope was for one very basic reason. In general sense, a kaleidoscope is a optical instrument which forms shapes and patterns from bits if pieces and they keep on changing as you move it. It sounds very general and small. But if you think a little out of the box, it can be synonymous to life. You learn from small experiences, inculcate them in your life and implement as you move. Your life can sometimes be in pieces. Its for you to join them together and form the correct pattern. Its for you to take it creatively and succeed, as success is usually turned inside out. I derive meanings which may be vague to you but as i said in my first post here, you will have to take it this way or let me put it creatively and say : "its my blog, and i have full right to oogle out things i feel". :D

Will You ?

Will you be there when the sea is rough...

Will you be there when the things are tough...

Will you hold my hand when i will have none by my side...

Will you hug me when i will want to hide...

Will you kiss my forehead when i will feel so alone...

will you still be with me when i will have old bones...

Will you say you love me even after years of togetherness...

Will you understand me when i will be in great mess...

Will you wipe my tears when i will cry like a baby...

Will you do it all just for me ?

sPEEDOMETER

My life is running with a pace so fast,

That the hold i had on it, now does not last.

I stand motionless at one side of the street,

And watch it gushing with a speed difficult to beat.

The moments now pass by, in a micro-second,

I try to cope with it, but cant even comprehend !

The monotony has made my life so dull,

That fun now does not even exist in the skull.

My face has lost all its chirpiness,

And i feel like jumping off a cliff without any harness.

I desperately want the time to slow down,

Maybe then i will be able to walk without a frown.

Paroxysm

Longing to meet someone,

Is like the sparks that are created while lighting a matchstick.

When all your attempts fail to meet that someone,

The matchstick is lit !

It burns every iota of you,

Making you realise how long it has been since you have seen each other.

Shattered and helplessnes describe your state perfectly !

While the heart is feeling these feelings,

A song starts in you head like :

"There is a fire starting in my heart,

Reaching a fever pitch and its bringing me out the dark"

Now, you get a strange feeling in your stomach,

That the song is tailored exactly for your situation.

(yes, there is a song for every possible

situation).

The more you think, the more you catalyze the fire

You feel your dreams being ashed with the course.

And by the time the flame is about to die,

It soothes the end by saying

" Far away from each other, but under the same sky" ....

Marry Me Tonight...

Sitting near the window, her heart said it all. . . .

In the dark sky, the moon is shining with all its pride
On the swing i lay down, seeing a dream with open eyes

The dream is not to become a princess or a diva
Its just to be your bride

I have seen this dream many times

Where we stand together and the priest enchant the hymns

I am all yours for now and for ever

And i wish this dream comes true, it sure will be my endeavor

But when i gained back my senses, there was an obvious change in the tenses

Future is always mesmerizing, but the present tells a truth

The truth it says is:

Its a long dark night, where you aint by my side
I twist and turn on my bed

He will be back my heart said...

Looking at your pictures bring back memories,

Where we spent that single hour under those orchid trees

I want to go back to that day when we were so lost in each other's eyes
But the time yet again played its gamble

And rolled the departure dice..............